Friday, June 17, 2011

Pouring my heart out (negativity warning)

I've had a lousy week here, lots of family issues; grandfather is very ill, I have plane tickets to go see him in a couple of weeks, but he might not hang on for that long. My parents are going through a divorce, which means lots of old dirt is coming up to the surface, so to say. All of this is affecting me a lot, bringing me down. And always, when I don't feel good, I tend to make the worst decisions in all aspects of my life, perfume included.

Two days ago I wanted something that would pick me up so I tried Acqua di Parma Blu Mediterraneos Bergamotto di Calabria. It's lemons and bergamot on a bed of ginger, vetivier and cedar. It did not work. Those lemony notes felt like they were just grating and grating and grating on my brain all day. Unfortunately the scent was pretty weak so I managed to wash it off.

Yesterday I tried Ormonde Jaynes Sampaquita. I thought it would be an undemanding generic floral bouquet type of thing. Maybe not that special, but if nothing else, a nice smelling little thing to wear throughout the day. I felt as wearing a hedgehog inside my clothes. An unlikely scenario, but uncomfortable nonetheless.

But one thing I managed to get right and that was randomly putting on a jacket that was smelling enough of Pradas Infusion d' Iris to block out most of the Sampaquita residues. I didn't know I was craving iris myself but it perfectly hit the spot. Iris is a note I find very difficult to describe. You either know what it smells like or you don't. There is no generic "rooty" term for notes coming from roots (or from synthetics pretending to be roots) like there is "floral" or "fruity".

Iris also happens to be my daughters middle name. I didn't name her primarily after a perfume note, it is a girls name in most of Europe (and in other English speaking countries), isn't it? We have a silly little tradition in my family, starting with me, that girls middle names are flowers. My middle name is Soley, which means buttercup in Icelandic, and my daugther got Iris.

Anyway, today, I'm not taking any chances with how I smell. Scent of the day is SL Iris Silver Mist and things are already feeling a little better.

4 comments:

  1. I hope you get through all the stress ok. And you get to see your grandfather.

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  2. I know just what you mean about perfumes that you want to wear to perk yourself up but end up being disastrous! The worst is when it's a scent that, in other situations, is ok, or even wonderful. In any case, it sounds like you are in the trough of a wave...and thankfully waves move constantly. I hope some sunshine breaks through! And by the way, I like your family naming convention! It made me think of the Foundations' Build me up Buttercup, but the general mood of your post brought this to mind:
    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_TJkxf4qPRI

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  3. Thank you so much, both of those songs really warmed my heart :) I'm visiting my in-laws for the weekend, going to the country side to see them always makes me feel better. I get to slip out of the adult role for a little while and bascically just sit in their kitchen, getting fed. And you're right about the waves, everything moves and thank god for that!

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